i am utterly disappointed in myself.


maybe i'll start blogging on this again.
just because i need too and i miss it.
luckily, no one really knows about it.
yet.

    Wowwweeeee.  So two days ago was my birthday! ha ha it was funn! my mom woke me up right before she went to work and gave me $100 to go hang out with my friends today, and gave me $40 from Co Phuong from her work, and also Grandma gave me $40! and 'Mammy' gave me one of those fur jacket thingies people have, and lotion from victoria's secret! OMG LOVE IT! <3 and when i got home that day I saw that my momy also gave me another hundred dollars! yay! I'M NO LONGER BROKE! YOU HEAR  THAT GUYS? I'M NO LONGER BROKE! Celina, Sammy, Shawn, and Andrew took me to Cerritos Mall and we just hung out there the whole day.  So like they seriously are the greatest people in the whole world!  So like when Shawn and Sammy got there they gave me my PRESENTS. HEHE. :D  dude omg. they got me the RONNIE DAY CD!!!! and a new ipod case that STANDS UP. haha. friggin` tight.  oh and they bought me balloons! but they lost one of them...and since Shawn's aunt tied it weird...while we were in New York &Company...It flew up :[[[ that was sad.  But it's alright. I love them<3
    Shawn wanted to go to Express, so we did and after that we went to New York &Company and like the weird thing was that before they Shawn and Sammy were showing me a picture of a cake that they bought for me but ate it last night! hahahhaa.  that made me like wtf? hahah. but it's aiight. [=  so while we were in new york and company, Shawn and Sammy kept looking at me and whispering stuff and i was ggetting suspicious. haha. and like shawn would tell me that sammy wanted to go buy cookies at the mrs. fields store across from new york and company and i was like omg! i was cookies! but he wouldn't really let me out of the store... HAHHAAHA CURIOUS...? yes!
    so of course i was like hmm..but whatever when Shawn finally let me out they bought cookies from there for everyone! YUM YUM YUM!!! then we went to American eagle and i bought a bag there using my access pass which gives me like 20 or 15 percent off! wootwoot. it's a pretty tight bag too. haha. another weird thing...Sammy took Shawn's phone and was walking away from American eagle... to the place where the cookie place was! wow. suspicious again.  but they excuse was that Sammy wanted to use Shawn's phone...but why did he have to go the opposite direction from us? i have no clue. haha. so while we were walking out of american eagle...
    They seriously are great friends. they prolly all have master degrees in friend-logy. hahaa.  wow. that was great. so i was walking around the mall holding a cake in an American eagle bag sideways the whole time, and we went to watch Stomp The Yard and Shawn paid for my ticket while i was like talking to Celina >.< rrawrr. haha. then after that we went to Home Town Buffet. and of course, I treated them there.  it was good. i haven't eaten in home town buffet in YEARS so i was amazed by all the wonders of it. hahaha. yum yum yum <3 and we ate the cake there! it was DELICIOUS! chocolate. hahaa. mrs fields is the BOMB DIGGITY! omgosh, wowzers, Andrew was so close to telling the home town buffet people to come sing me happy birthday and give me a cake...luckily Sammy said that everyone was full so he didn't. hhahah. SAVED! ;]
     after that we went to Jamba Juice and Celina and Sammy got Jamba Juices.  then we walked back to the mall and went to Anchor Blue.. and saw Jessica Tran, Carolyn Taclas, and Ashley Vo there.  Awkward. hahaha.
     then we just walked around for a bit more and then Celina and i left. and yeahhh. that was probably one of teh greatest days of my life. my friends are AWESOME! <3333333333

So uh.  Even though I'm not in high school, I'm excited for my friends in high school who are going to it.  Haha, makes me wonder how that will be for OUR class. I mean class of 11 is pretty coool....but like. i doubt we can be considered the class of 'go-er out-ers' you know? haha. i know for sure us asian kids don't do anything much except admire from afar. thats what i do x] LOL. that would suck if next year at winter formal all the guys....DIDNT ask anyone to formal. that would SUCK.  well, thatd be sad too. that means...our class has to athletic skills but nothign when it comes to relationships? haha. that make sme laugh. bahaha.  oxford academy class of 2011....wow....seems like a far time from now.  but it's not really. pretty surprising. already been 3  years ish weve been at oxford. well techinically 2 years.  FAST. then next thing you know...
*POOF*
8th grade PROMOTION.
*POOF*
high school GRADUATION.
*POOFBAM*

woowwweeeee. i think ill think about that later. too much to care about now.  celina and i dont know WHAT to do next year. i mena. i dont wanna lose sucha great friend like her so im following whereever she goes to HS. hahaa. i have my eyes MAINLY set on loara and kennedy.  i just dunno how ill get home on mondays and wednesdays cuhz iono if theres a bus...?  ugh.  the GREAT thing is, my mommy is telling ME to plan all this. ME! ME! ME! ME have to plan out the decision of my LIFE. thats scary stuff man. literally. SCARY.
ughhh.. if only someone will tell me where to go because its better there...ill follow.
i make too many decisions and i HATE it if they backfire. i dont want to ruin the decision of my life because of ONE mistake. one mistake can change everything. but then again, i shouldnt follow celina. well im not really following her anywhere. we are just makign this decision together and stuff. im glaad shes there for me and knows what im goign through.

anyhoo. it is 40 DEGREES right now. FRIGGIN cold. its supost to be like...30 degrees at night...and 32 is freezing point = snow! hahaha. i doubt itll snow. too low on the ground. if only we lived a lil higher. [= haha. hehe. thatd be cool. but...COLD. i cant believe how australians can survive the coldness all year long. haha. they wouldnt survive in cali during the summer. theyd LITERALLY melt. hahaha. funny. pink lemonade is good. i had in n out for dinner. and pho for lunch. wow. since my grandma isnt here to cook for us anymre. my mom has been cooking. and shes been cooking more than average good foods. like wayyy above normal dinners. its not fair! i think shes trying to fatten me up to eat me! :O  ohmy. WAIT. then i wouldnt have to make decisions. hehe. [=  well. im full now. and im sleepy. so im going to go do something better than blog on something im positive no one reads. hahah. thats why this is so cool. i can type out my feelings without people judging me and stuff. but then again. i dont write out EVERYTHING because thats...unsafe. haha.

four days without myspacE! w00tw00t! :DDD

my goal is not to go on till like. friday[:
omg! 6 days till daphnelovesderby and meganddia and ronnieday concert! omgggg! woootwooot. celina sarah camille and i are gunna have the time of our LIVES!~ partay harday baby! [: